Watching Enchanted this evening...
Dec. 6th, 2009 08:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I still want the fairy tale... I just want it on my terms.
And I'm sick to death of apologizing for wanting what I want. I won't do it anymore. Settling for less than what will make me happy would require me being untrue to myself, and I refuse to do that.
And that's that.
(No, no one has said anything to me or been cruel...this is just me reminding myself not to settle for anything that will make me miserable just because I'm facing yet another holiday alone. I have to remind myself of these things so I don't make rash or foolish decisions sometimes.)
And I'm sick to death of apologizing for wanting what I want. I won't do it anymore. Settling for less than what will make me happy would require me being untrue to myself, and I refuse to do that.
And that's that.
(No, no one has said anything to me or been cruel...this is just me reminding myself not to settle for anything that will make me miserable just because I'm facing yet another holiday alone. I have to remind myself of these things so I don't make rash or foolish decisions sometimes.)
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Date: 2009-12-08 12:06 am (UTC)i didn't the second time, and I was properly awake and knew what I was doing (I think, LOL). Life is better being alive, aware, alert, and enthusiastic!
Make more friends, keep enjoying your life, keep making the lists of Things You Want then create small succulent movements toward those things.
Love, be kind, enjoy your own life.